She was one of the last irresponsible Goan freedom fighters to die as unwanted and unsung. Unwanted in Goa for whose sake she sacrificed and suffered so much from the hands of Portuguese colonialists. Unwanted by her own children who neglected her so much even when she was on her deathbed. Her last days gone unsung any Hosanas in her praises for the efforts she put in to drive out from Goa the dictatorial rule of Potugal’s Lisboa and in the bargain irresponsibly bring in another dictatorial rule in Goa of Bharat’s Delhi. This was the late Dr. Laura D’Souza Rodrigues from Parra Bardez who was then called just Laurabai.
Being a Goan and fighting for Goa’s freedom she should have been in Goa to breathe her last and to burry in Goan soil but no, God has denied her this privilege to die an honourable death in her own Goa. This was the tragedy of many of those who tried to destroy the good future of Goa and Goans by helping invasion of Goa by Bharat without taking Goans into confidence. Laura and other such freedom fighters were not the spokesmen of Goans and they had no right to decide what was good and what was bad for Goa and Goans. They were not freedon fighters but Chamchas of Bharat.
On its edition of 16th February 2013, Herald from Goa headlined the news with her photo saying “Goan freedom fighter dies a destitute in Mumbai”. This type of death was the punishment for such irresponsible freedom fighters who had no love for the genuine Goa and its morality, culture, language, tradition, folklore and everything attached to genuine Goa and genuine Goans. Just to give a slogan saying “Salazar Murdabad and Nehru Zindabad” does not qualify you to be a great freedom fighter. Goan freedom fighters like Laura, G.M. D’souza and their likes had no vision for Goa after the ouster of Portuguese from Goa.
Portugal had to leave Goa that was certain but in its place was it right to bring in another Portugal in the name of Bharat? Bharat and Goa are two different entities and as such Goa should have been an independent nation, totally independent from Portugal and totally independent from Bharat. But all our freedom fighters like Laura gave Goa on silver platter to Nehru’s Bharat. And because of this we now are suffering in Goa from the curse of invasion of Goa by Bharat.
By being a part of Bharat, Goa is losing all its original characteristics existed in Goa before 19.12.1961. Freedom fighters like Laura worked not for freedom but for slavery for this reason she submitted blindly to the annexation of Goa to Bharat.
Following the entry of Bharat in Goa she while in Goa was the regular visitor to Calangute Khobravaddo at the palatial residence of rich Bhattkar Fausto Andrade who was the renowned Manddoist and who introduced Calangute group in the name of Congottchim Lahram to Manddo Festival in Goa in late Sixties. My wife as a young girl residing in the same Vaddo opposite to Andrade’s house was one of the beautiful members of this beautiful Congottchim Lahram that won many awards during Manddo Festival contests in Goa in different categories.
One day when Andrade asked Laura “whether she was feeling sorry for driving away Portuguese from Goa and bringing in substitute Portuguese and thereby destroying genuineness of Goa”, Laura had no answer in her defense but shamelessly started abusing Portugal as a freedom fighter. Goan freedom fighters are not genuine freedom lover for Goa, they had no vision for Goa, they just wanted Goa to get swallowed by Bharat with her cruel culture of “Sala Banchot” and this is what we see now everywhere in Goa. Inviting Bharat to help driving Portugal out from Goa is okay but not allowing Bharat to annex Goa to it surely would be beneficial for Goa and Goans and also for the freedom fighters whose efforts gone unnoticed and unsung like that of Laura, G.M. D’Souza and others.
Many of the freedom fighters thought that they would become the rulers of Goa once Portuguese are ousted from Goa but for their regret they got a kick on their back. Good that some of them are given Pensions as Alms and this was done to silence their mouths in support of Portugal. Otherwise many of them would be beggars and as a matter of fact they had qualities in them of beggars, robbers, murderers and cheats. The value of their efforts is equal to the Tamrapatras they received and the Pensions they are receiving. This is the worth of their struggle. I don’t know in what category of freedom fighters Laura falls. Among them there was one category of Murderers, another category of Robbers and yet another category of Liars but according to me surely Laura falls into the category of Liars.
On 19th December in the morning while it was declared that Portuguese Governor Vassalo e Silva was going to sign the surrendering document in Panjim, at Mapusa over Bustand one Helicopter was hovering and in that Helicopter there was one nice looking lady on Microphone advising in fluent Konkani the people down below who were restless not knowing what was exactly happening in Goa, to remain calm and nothing will happen to them. Also the same voice saying that “we are come to Goa to do good for you and don’t worry everything will be good in Goa for Goans”. These were the lies spread by that nice looking lady in the Helicopter at Mapusa in support of the invasion of Goa by Bharat. And by the way, who was that lady speaking from Helicopter? She was none other than Laurabai as righty noticed by the people from the ground.
Laura was acting like more Indian than Indian themselves. Opposing India and its leaders was not tolerated by her as if she was the owner of India and Goans are slaves of India. When Churchill Alemao was alleged to have burnt the Indian Flag she jumped like a spring from her chair demanding his arrest without knowing the authenticity of this news. This was the trend then of Goan freedom fighters to show to the “Panpotti” Central leaders in Delhi that Goan Freedom Fighters are more patriotic than patriotic Indians. Laura was one such freedom fighter who fought for Goa’s freedom without thinking of Goa’s future.
As a human being I regret her death in such a pitiable situation but as a freedom fighter she was a curse worked to bring curses on Goa that we witness now under the Bharati rule in Goa.
A. Veronica Fernandes,
Kuwait.









