The word Donation was
erupted in Kuwait first among Goans when I fisrt time landed in 1975. It was my decision that I took individually
and unilaterally that this Kuwait is the
right place to collect funds for the good causes in Goa and Goans there
were sincere to support the good causes.However there were some donations going
on in Kuwait earlier but at the pale scale. But my main aim of going to Kuwait
was to raise funds for the main cause of “Konkani” which was neglected in the
absence of required financial assistance.
So, I came to Kuwait to work and immediately I embarked in the formation
of Novem Goem Pratishthan Kuwait Somiti in Kuwait somewhere in 1978 to help the
starting of people’s Two Dailies in Konkani, one in Romi and the other in
Devangri scripts. This was done in Goa
under the banner of Novem Goem Pratishthan which was a Trust consisting
of all the very well known Goans in society namely Gurunath Kelekar (the
main initiator of NGP), Dr. Francisco Rebello (Treasurer), Mrs. Sara Machado (Chairperson),
Adv. Antonio Bosco Lobo, Adv. Clovis D’Costa, Adv. Christopher Fonseca and 1 or
2 more.
As per the decision of
the NGP which was based in Goa, NGP will start the one daily in Roman Script
immediately NGP succeeds in collecting a fund of Rs. One Lakh which we
ourselves in Kuwait collected. Not only this, we have collected from Kuwait a
little less than 5 Lakhs and sent to NGP Goa.
Then for the second Daily in Devanagri, NGP decided to start it
immediatey when it collected a fund of Rs. 5 Lkhs. We collected from Kuwait itself by organising
Tiatros and thru individual contributions for which I personally went begging
with so many Goans. Since lame footedly, NGP started the 2 new Dailies in one
language but in 2 different scripts.
Besides money came from Goa collected thru one month of money collection
walk all over Goa by the members and supporters of NGP in Goa, also money came
from other parts of Gulf but nothing from the West. But NGP within a few months
of the opening of these 2 dailies involved in fighting which was between
Gurunath Kelekar and Dr. Rebello for the supremacy of NGP that started the 2
Dailies known as “NOVEM GOEM”.
Then Gurunath withdrew
from NGP and within a few years NG Papers stopped and NGP Goa collapsed. With
this collapse, our donations too in lakhs of Rupees came to Zero result? Our efforts we put in to collect this huge
fund at that critical time came to zero value. If the NGP Goa stalwarts were
good and sincere in handling this project nothing bad would happen.If the money
came from their own pockets I am sure
they would be more careful but money they got easily from Konknni mogui like us
whom NGP failed to remain responsible. Likewise
we sent donations for so many other causes but many places its utility not done
properly and proper accountability was not shown and when we remained firm in
our demand for proper accountability then they opposed us.
From my past experience
I noticed only Gulf Goans and mainly the Kuwait Goans came forward first to
give donations for good causes in Goa but Goans from the West contributed
nothing or very little. However, recently I am given to understand that Goans
settled in some parts of the West are sending their donations for some persons
in Goa who are raising their voice
against the enemies of genuine Goans. I
support these Goans from the West but they must ask for accountability from the
recipients. Many times our donations were misused by those who received it and
instead the recipients used the same for their own promotion. In today’s Goa it is very difficult to find
a sincere GOAN EASILY, especially those partially involved in building their
political career in the name of social work and NGO too.
In the past our
donations sent to Goa created rascals of good persons who totally neglected
their cause and embraced politics and after gaining political success they not
only forgotten their original causes but they also forgotten us who helped them
so much.
A.Veronica Fernandes.